Still around…changes

So I don’t know if I even should post now because I feel like I’ll go a long stretch of time before I post again but I just thought I would update everyone on my life and the boys in it. Looking at my last post here was a year ago, I was happy, had a boyfriend and was pleased with school. Well a lot has changed.

The boyfriend I had last post? gone. there is a lot more to be said but I rather not go into details. Let’s just say I lost a good friend but sometimes people just have to go in separate directions.

As far as other boys go, there was a guy I hung out once in september who turned out to be a pathological lier and a crystal meth addict. Ya… Another guy I was talking to for a while and I thought there was potential but after winter break I finally realized that I just didn’t have a spark with him. There is a boy  that im currently crushing on but I have some doubts if it will work out but I’m being patient!

On another note, I’m a senior in college. =( Yes that is a sad face, I don’t wanna graduate at all! I’m happy with my lifestyle, having my meals prepared for me etc. I think what also contributes to my bad feelings towards graduation is that I don’t really have a plan. I know I want to go to physician assistant school but I don’t really know how to get there. I’ve talked with multiple people about many options but there is no general consensus. I think I’ll just get a job doing some clinical research and then work part time as an EMT to gain clinical experience.

Finally, senior year has brought on a ton of changes. In terms of friends, i’ve made a ton since september mainly because my best friend and others I hung out have graduated.  Clubbing has become my new addiction too. I go out almost every Friday to a club with in walking distance of my place. I don’t go to look for guys (although I usually find one). I go to dance. Music and dance has always been my way to release and dance floor has become my new home.

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